Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Bringing Justice to the Nations


Expecting a place of refuge and peace, I went to bible study on Sunday night.  After spending a few hours with the little two year old kids at church, I needed to remember the beauty of relationships with others your own age.  Weariness was already pressed on my heart.  The worship stirred, the bitter grape juice enthused an inexpressible thanks, but the message… how the message moved.  Christine Caine brought the word of God with such passion and in such a real way that night.  Knowing anyone can read this and many who are not of age to grasp the entirety of this issue, I will use discretion and only hit the surface with how it has affected me and leave a link at the bottom where more information is available.  But I truly feel like I must share this.  The truth must be made known.   Throughout my lifetime, the Lord has shown me how human trafficking was still present and very much happening now in many instances, such as the Passion Conference, my best friend’s first hand concerns while in Thailand, and movies such as Taken.  Over the last few months, He’s been stitching and stretching my heart whenever the issue arises.  I’ve been praying for my heart to break as his does and, as always, He never ceases to fulfill his promises.  For years I’ve known I’m meant to work in the lives of girls and show them the hope and love I’ve experienced through God’s amazing mercy and grace.  That night solidified my purpose.    
The statistics, the numbers, the stories - everything moved me.  I’ve been compassionate and sympathetic to many of the issues in this world.  But that night I became sick to my stomach, wept uncontrollably, and wrestled in my sleep as my heart broke for these girls all over the world trapped and kidnapped then sold into slavery.  Not only treated as slaves, but so emotionally and physically tormented.  How, Savior, is there such injustice?  Who are these men who could do such things?   Not until that night did I realize I’m called to make a difference in the lives of these lost children of God.  Somehow.  Some way.  To give you an idea of the reality, every 47 seconds another person is sold into slavery.  Human lives are the largest smuggling business in the entire world, in front of drugs and the usual things that come to mind.  Only 1-2 percent gets saved out of human trafficking.  And the worst of it… 1 in every 100,000 Europeans involved are convicted.  I wish I could put into words exactly the passion and burden I feel for them.  It’s been a day and a half and I feel like only now can I write these words down.  How I admire those who wrote the Psalms for expressing their emotions so vividly and vulnerably.  But these thoughts need to be shared.  Everyone needs to know that in the 21st century, slavery STILL exists!  What these poor children and young men and women are being forced to do is something I cannot begin to explain fully but encourage you to take time and see what is happening around you.  Awareness is the first step.  Action is the next.  My new mission is to save lives out of slavery and the horrible conditions they are in.  We’ve been called to bring justice.  And justice must be served.     
Here are some ways YOU can make a difference.   Go to thea21campain (dot) org

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

The Treking Upward

Last week I felt as if I was skipping through life.  Dancing and spinning without a care in the world.  Purely set my eyes on my Savior and lay in the grass and I talked casually in hour long conversations about everything, anything.  How I adore him and the very ground He walks on.  It felt like those first weeks of dating when you're absolutely swept away by every characteristic of this new person.  Discovering the qualities that make this glow about you so pure.  Treasuring each moment.  How beautifully contagious.  Yet, my Savior, he holds my heart in his steady and trusting hands.  His perfect promises comfort me through all situations.  Never letting out of his sight, out of reach, or our of a situation I can't handle.  I couldn't help but smile and bask in his everlasting presence all week.

Although this fire inside still stays lit and the passion burns and longs still stronger than before, the weekend rendezvous came to an end.  He allows us to experience his presence in such vast ways.  But each day, my soul craves for the stillness.  For I know He waits for me there.  I find him in all places along side me and desperately long to worship him in all my actions, but as the room around me calms and I retreat into his love, He always comes when I patiently wait.  Some times I wait longer times than others, but how can I rush my Healer and Saving Grace?  This idea seems so foreign to me.  As these weeks of preparation come, I pray I can dance so freely again even in the bustling of everyday life.  All the distractions I'm afraid will quench my joy.  I pray for the stillness and for ears to hear his voice.

Let my heart change and mold to his.  He is the one worthy of constructing my very soul around.